“Oh, that you would rend
the heavens and come down, with the mountains quaking before you, while you wrought awesome deeds we could not hope
for, such as they had not heard of from of old. No ear has ever heard, no eye ever seen, any God
but you doing such deeds for those who wait for him.” – Is
63:19; 64:2-3
Advent is known as a season
of waiting. Waiting for God to perform “such deeds” as rendering heavens and
quaking mountains. Waiting for God to do greater things in our lives, like
curing our sick relatives, reforming immigrant laws, or narrowing the gap
between the rich and the poor. Waiting for “ordinary” longings to be fulfilled,
like waiting for a job, for the doctor, for a
pregnancy, for improved relationships, for Mister or Miss Right, etc.
As Christians, we are told to
wait with patient hope and trust.
Yet, I find myself
harboring attitudes to the contrary. I find myself impatient, looking for
immediate results, efficiency, and productivity. I want to feast
before fasting, to arrive at the destination without undergoing the journey,
to run away from experiencing “the anxiety of
feeling myself in suspense
and incomplete,” to act before waiting for God’s response.
In today’s Gospel, Jesus emphasizes
the need for watchfulness, which includes an honest reflection on “How do I
wait?” He invites me to genuinely look at how I am living the present moment and
welcoming God-with-us, how I make space for the Spirit to work (or not), how I
allow or hinder the seeds of grace to grow. I find myself struggling to embrace
an attitude of wholehearted “yes” or receptivity.
What if this Advent Season is
an opportunity for you and I to begin where we are and grow in willingness to
wait with greater hope and trust?
Lord, help me to genuinely look at how I wait … for you … for
other longings in my life.
