“Immediately his mouth was opened ... and
he spoke blessing God.” – Lk 1:64
When I was 21 years old, I underwent jaw surgery to
correct a severe underbite. My mouth was wired shut for 12 weeks to let my jawbone
heal. I could not talk and was limited to a liquid diet. With torturous humor,
my siblings paraded my favorite dishes in front of me. It was a long
three-month waiting. But it helped me to be in solidarity with people who go
hungry and those who are mute. When I finally spoke, I was filled with
gratitude and expectancy. I was eager to eat substantial food, but more excited
to share. I caught a glimpse of what Zechariah experienced.
At the announcement his son’s birth, the elder
Zechariah asked for a sign. He was given a dramatic one: he became mute for
9-months. Some say he was punished for doubting. Yet, my experience of not
talking for months helps me to see Zechariah’s imposed silence as effective
preparation. The disguised gift of being mute allowed him to get in touch with
his longing for a child and his people’s hope for the promised messiah. So when
he opened his mouth, it was to bless God. He sang out an effusive canticle,
beginning with: “Blessed be the Lord, the God of Israel, for he has come to his
people and set them free …” (1:68).
For nine trying months, as his son was growing in his
wife’s womb, Zechariah was being prepared to join the unfolding drama of God’s
saving love. Before he spoke, he wrote his name’s son on the tablet: “John”
which means “Yahweh has shown favor.” Favor not only to his family, but also favor
to his people, to the poor and lowly.
The jaw surgery not only improved my bite, it also bolstered my
self-esteem helped improve my stammering speech. It was a disguised gift that prepared
me to speak of God’s love and favor. It was God’s way of preparing me,
like Zechariah, to enter the unfurling drama of Christ’s saving love. I am
convinced that God has been preparing each of us to take our place in this
mysterious and magnificent drama of liberating love. God’s favor is often
disguised as challenges.
What if the challenges you’re facing is a preparation for an unfurling of God’s saving love? Take a few minutes of quiet, step back, and imagine this possibility of how you are favored.
What if the challenges you’re facing is a preparation for an unfurling of God’s saving love? Take a few minutes of quiet, step back, and imagine this possibility of how you are favored.
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