“Peace be with you … Put your
finger here and see my hands, and bring your hand and put it into my side, and
do not be unbelieving, but believe.” – Jn 20:26-27
The story of doubting Thomas
is my story. Like him, I don't always trust the testimony of others. Like him,
I need to experience things in order for them to become real for me. Perhaps
the rest of the disciples were not convincing: after Jesus breathed peace on
them (twice) and gave them the power of his forgiving Mercy, they were still
locked in fear. A week later with Thomas present, Jesus again entered their
locked hearts, offering “shalom.”
Wounds
and doubts are intricately related. For many of us, we doubt God’s presence or divine goodness more when we are most wounded by life. Our trust is eroded when we
cannot accept or understand suffering, others’ or ours.
Jesus did
not offer Thomas an explanation. He offered him an experience – an invitation
to touch his very wound and hollowed flesh. In doing so, Jesus invites Thomas
to come to face with his very own wounds, to a healing process that enables him
to proclaim with clarity and trust, “My Lord and my God.”
We are
called to touch the wounds of Christ in others around us. In doing so, we allow
grace to heal our hearts and minds, transforming whatever that threaten life
and erode trust within us. For me, this Easter Season involves an invitation to
let the Risen One draws me with his tender, merciful gaze and leads me with his
peace as I engage my doubts and touch the wounds of others. New life flows out
of this experience.
The story
of Thomas is our story. By touching wounds and doubts (ours and those of
others), we come to greater peace and deeper faith. We come to have and to
share life in Jesus’ name!
Lord Jesus, breathe peace into our
wounds and doubts so that we may be your healing, merciful love.
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